Mileena Rayne

Musician • Writer • Truth-Teller

Welcome to my corner of the internet where vulnerability meets artistry. Here you'll find unfiltered thoughts, authentic music, and stories that dig deep into what it means to be beautifully, perfectly imperfect.

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Recent Creations

Music

Don't Push Me Away - A Song About Staying When Someone Needs You Most

July 26, 2025

Sometimes the people we love most try to push us away when they're struggling, convinced they're too broken or too mu...

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Writing

Why I'm Writing The Chosen Chronicles: When Books Stop Being Escape Routes

August 20, 2025

As a child, I devoured the thickest books I could find, believing that more pages meant more time to hide from realit...

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Diary Entry

From Jehovah's Witness to Nurse to Author: Turning Religious Trauma Into Storytelling

June 21, 2025

When people hear 'Jehovah's Witness,' they usually think of the well-dressed, polite people knocking on doors on a qu...

Community Stories

When Medicine Forgets Children Are Human: A Survivor's Journey Through Pediatric Medical Trauma

August 24, 2025

Sometimes the most devastating betrayal comes not from strangers, but from the medical professionals who forget that ...

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Explore My World

Dive into the different dimensions of my creative journey

Dark Fantasy Novels

Enter the Blood of the Wild Gods universe where divine silence speaks louder than prayers

Original Music

Songs about mental health, trauma, and finding light in the darkest places

Unfiltered Diary

Raw, honest entries about my journey from religious trauma to creative freedom

Survivor Stories

Real voices from trauma survivors finding healing through shared experience

My Story

From Jehovah's Witness to RN to dark fantasy author—the journey that shaped me

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Recent Thoughts

July 17, 2025

"I built this website as my own little space carved out of the internet—something personal, a place to share my passions and everything that makes me who I am. It started as a safe haven, but over time, it's grown into something much more. From the world guide for my fantasy universe to the community page where I've begun sharing other people's stories of trauma and giving them a voice, this site has become a reflection of both my heart and the stories that matter to me. But real life has been heavy lately. The demands of my day-to-day work have drained so much of my energy, leaving me too exhausted to fully dive into the things I love. I know I've fallen behind on updating stories, and I'm sorry for that. I haven't forgotten them. I'll return to them—because writing is what I truly want to be doing. I dream of the day when that's all I have to do. Just write and write and write, without anything standing in the way."

June 16, 2025

"It feels so good to be making music again. I'm honestly just grateful my equipment made it through—survived a rat-infested storage unit and all kinds of wild weather. Somehow, it still works. Lately, I've been working on a song about stalkers, because—for some strange reason—that topic keeps showing up in my life. Apparently, I'm… interesting."

June 14, 2025

"Maybe it makes me naïve, but I've never been good at hiding how I feel. I've always been willing to set aside my pride and say the things most people wouldn't dare say out loud. That honesty gets me in trouble sometimes, but I don't know how to be any other way. If being vulnerable helps even one person feel less alone, then maybe the discomfort is worth it."