Mileena Rayne

Musician • Writer • Truth-Teller

Welcome to my corner of the internet where vulnerability meets artistry. Here you'll find unfiltered thoughts, authentic music, and stories that dig deep into what it means to be beautifully, perfectly imperfect.

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Recent Thoughts

Straight from my social media — poetic diary entries pulled from my real life, updated automatically.

August 22, 2026

"How do you stop feeling like you haven’t earned the right to take your place anywhere? Lately, I can’t write anything without wondering whether it deserves to sit beside the work of people who’ve done more than I have. I can’t speak from my own experience without questioning what authority I have to say any of it, even when all I’m describing is how I feel. I’m so determined never..." Read more →

August 22, 2026

"For those wandering through the ruins of what you once believed— Who watched the truth you were given     bend beneath the weight of your questions   until it     fractured. Who stood among its broken pieces beneath an empty sky, with no map in your hands and no name for what you were searching for. Who whispered prayers to a God you were no longer certain could hear you. You prayed   and..." Read more →

August 21, 2026

"I was raised as a Jehovah’s Witness, and I hated going door to door. It wasn’t only because we did it in nearly every kind of Minnesota weather. Rain, sleet, snow, or hail, we were out there carrying those magazines. More than anything, I hated trying to convince people to take them and join my religion. It always felt wrong to me, even as a child, long before I understood..." Read more →

August 20, 2026

"The lessons that change us most can come from the strangest places. When I was younger, I read the Crank series by Ellen Hopkins, which was inspired by her daughter’s addiction to methamphetamine and the devastation that followed. Those books changed me. Ellen Hopkins heavily influenced the way I write poetry, but her work gave me something far more important than an appreciation for words. It taught me how one..." Read more →

August 18, 2026

"I could use any and all thoughts, prayers, good vibes, or whatever positivity there is out there right now. As some of you may remember, I recently went on leave from my job so I could finally process an assault I’ve buried for far too long, and give myself the time and energy to clean up my life a little and rest before I go back to caring for others..." Read more →

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Explore My World

Dive into the different dimensions of my creative journey

Dark Fantasy Novels

Enter the Blood of the Wild Gods universe where divine silence speaks louder than prayers

Original Music

Songs about mental health, trauma, and finding light in the darkest places

Unfiltered Diary

Raw, honest entries about my journey from religious trauma to creative freedom

Survivor Stories

Real voices from trauma survivors finding healing through shared experience

My Story

From Jehovah's Witness to RN to dark fantasy author—the journey that shaped me

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