I know I keep saying things that make people uncomfortable. I know I’m loud about things most people keep quiet.
But the truth is, every single day I want to scream. I feel like if I don’t get it out, I’m going to explode. I am sad. I am angry. I’m trying to be happy, but I’m not there yet. I feel broken. I feel lost. And I don’t know who I am anymore.
I know the things I say and do can be annoying or frustrating. And on the other side of it, when people misunderstand my words or my intent, it’s frustrating for me too. It’s a double-edged sword. So if you need to step back or cut me out because of it, I understand. Go.
And I need to be clear: I’m not ready for a relationship. I thought I was, but I was lying to myself. I will hurt you. That’s a warning and a promise. If you’re thinking about dating me right now, don't. I am not safe right now.
But thank you to everyone who has stayed to listen to my story. I really do appreciate it.